Beyond the cold sales

today ... from the cats protection charity on the street under the marquee. The persuasive techniques to get the medical appointment required today ... And then the chemist with the prescription to be done electronically by someone seen before, but too many people pass to remember ... 

A prescription not always done electronically if you have non repetitive ones ... The irritants to everybody ...  The connotational implications usually quiet within ... today the tone in voice exasperated to the verge of frustratingly blow out ... 

The whimper of a bug leaving a bit of mischief needing stronger medical interventions...

... the lower than low mood of much in recent weeks ... A funeral ... The anniversary approaching of the first year since a mum in law died ... And dealing with the pigheaded machine of grunts ... quick to judge ... Slow to see 

The explosion in mood

upon entering an abnormal home to me ... after a few days to acclimate back ... the two areas I have my eye on 

A drawer not touched since hubby and kid were both around ... the clear back to the foundations of a home to where time stood in dust ...

And the top airing cupboard ... but first finish what I started before I settled back in ... 

Dips in other places

astute in sense where darkness still keeps one cloaked. The emotions yesterday tipped in the surreal world quivering on the border of tears. The envelope of utterless emotion. It does not help being in physical discomfort currently. 

It does not help that most things end up on the floor. The tomorrow in hope after a rest not yet come to tidy up instead. 

The settle in some respite time which always brings new challenges. The panic of where things are to keep comfortable in spirit!